True North

When I was just a kid on the farm in west Texas, we did not get a lot of candy or treats from the store. So when we got a chance I always chose Cracker Jacks. The popcorn covered in that caramel with the peanuts made for a great treat with my NeHi Grape. Then there was always the "surprise". What a great gimmick. A 2 cent incentive for average sweets (I have gotten much more sophisticated in my old age with Peanut M&Ms) would swing me over all the time. Specifically I remember the little compass that came in one of the boxes. I was fascinated. Not sure why, I lived on a farm where I knew every bump and hole and briar patch like the back of my hand. There was never any doubt about where North, or South, or East, or West, or any combination of directions were in relation to my current position. But it was cool to sync up what I knew with what the little compass was telling me. Over time the little compass would stick or wiggle as if trying to make up its mind, then with a little gentle tapping and later a significant amount of banging with my fist, it would settle on true north. I'm sure the mud and perspiration and dust from a little boy's adventures was taking it toll. But it would with prompting try to get to true north.

It seems to me that the same can be said for my own moral compass. Over the years from the dirt and grime of living, the perspiration of battles fought, grievances held and inflicted, personal desires over desires for others, the little compass has struggled to find true north. So occasionally I have to tap, then shake, then bang on the compass to get it show me true north. The older I get the more I know when true north is not indicating, but the temptation to ignore it has become easier to justify. My disciplines and the advice of my bride and the gentle correction of my little community of faith are all the instruments of rattling my little compass back to true north.

Now I jump to the global stage (big leap, but follow me here) My first reaction to the current Syrian event is that we should just leave them alone, let the dust settle, then deal with the survivor. Then it seemed that rational discourse might be the best avenue, but there is little to indicate that either side brings much rational thought to the entire deal anyway. Of course now we have to consider and debate the idea of military action. And finally the humanitarian groups would kick in and try to supply basic supplies into a situation that was likely to overwhelm their puny resources.

I guess the thing that stumps me the most is our (North American, judeo-christian, capitalistic) arrogance that we have any of these solutions. It seems to me that someone has removed all the magnetics that formally powered our compass. We have a dear friend, whom I love like my own sister, who claims when we travel with them that whatever direction she is facing is "north". We love her to death, but we don't let her navigate. It seems now that our national compass merely indicates north, while the reality is that it could be any direction. To believe that violence will resolve the situation is to believe that the needle is pointed north while facing Mexico from Dallas. To lob missiles over the fence and believe that this is a rational solution is national arrogance gone wildly off course. I have little faith that anyone in charge has a clue where true north lies. Think about it, they only have a 1 in 360 chance of being right.

So like my little compass on the farm, or my moral compass in my own life, it takes thoughtful, rational reflection to get me and us back on course. As a functional skeptic I hold little hope that our current climate will employ that type of discipline. But I hold great hope that I can find true north for myself and those in my immediate world.

But what can we leave our progeny? I have 6 little ones that I proudly refer to as my "six pack" What do I leave them? The only answer I can come up with is that I leave them with the moral compass still pointing to true north. The circumstances in their lives will be far different than mine, or my folks, or their folks. This world keeps spinning, we cannot allow our fears to override our dedication to what we know is true. If all I leave them is a compass that never sticks, or wriggles, or points falsely, then I have left them with the best gift of all. True North.

Godspeed to those who desire to know true north and struggle with the implicaitons of misreading or misapplying the direction. We must point our lives to true north, then those around us, then those that follow.
Don